EMO J....

and were dancin...and it feels alright..

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 03:42:21 GMT

so brenna and i decided at 3 today to drive and find 'buffalo exchange' so we set off at 3:30. we took the 405 and the 10...we got lost 3 times and it took us 2 hours. so thats great. we're there...only this place is so fucking scary. they had music in the backround of the store just like any other store...only their music was strange men yelling and sounds of girls moaning in the back...and some disco beat. it was flippin freaky..so brenna baught a von dutch jacket and i baught 5 shirts...and SPRINTED to her car..only to find that she got a parking ticket...and on the way back, we found ourselves on the way to malibu.we got lost 3 more times and brenna doubted my directional skills. be we got out of it fine and celebrated our survival with el som. whats the lesson out of this adventure you ask? there is many my friend. 1) Most hispanic men DO NOT respect anyone elses feelings and staring and smiling wont get you anything but some bad words and middle fingers. 2)never drive on the freeway at 5:00. 3)Jack Johnson and John mayer are REALLY good at calming nerves. and 4) people here really dont apreciate where they live. we leave our little rich community thinking everywhere is just as great..when soo many people live in one room 'houses' where they work for food..not for juicy outfits and $140 dollar jeans. and even the people in hermosa or redondo dont live in a bad area. its beautiful..go to an area in los angeles and see where ud rather be. i wish everyone could have a leasurly life. and although brenna and i thought we were going to be raped and killed, it was a wonderful experience haha. im glad i got that speech out of me. it must be the el som burrito taking over my brain. B i heart you and your uggs. cheers to new clothes.

Sat, 09 Oct 2004 01:20:31 GMT

my parents changed their minds...they dont like the idea of fish...life hates me.

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 04:43:34 GMT

i got a secret sin (scarlet letter, mr.drummond).....its S and im not telling u what that means (brenna dont tell ill beat you) NO its not sex...NO its not slut..so dont ask. because it isnt. youre dirty. anywhooo im getting my fish this saturday! im really excited. everyone should come to welcome them when they arrive. my mom thinks theyll keep me company....but theyre fish..and..fish dont do shit. and im sure ill attempt to swim with them..or pet them..or teach them how to talk..and if they die then ill be crushed inside..but that wont happen. and after my fish talk im sure u think the S stands for stupid..wrong again. haha sucker.

by the way my car is still waiting to be fixed..and i am sad.

those bastards took my baby away.

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 23:45:48 GMT

hmm ...so deffinetly i got in a car accident yesterday. on the way back from the fair two fucking dumb idiot pieces of horse shit ran a stop sign and we collided.(i didnt have a stop). im fine i only bruised my knees..but i dont care about that cuz my coche isnt. it started leaking water and the whole front is off. but those son of a bitches will pay for it all of it even if they have to buy me a new audi...but i want my old one back. i was just starting bond with it. the old guy that witnessed it was really nice tho...he was trying really hard to get me to stop crying..that deffinetly didnt happen. so now im car-less and all i did was drive home from the fair. those fuckers...so if you see me walking..or sitting on a bench waiting for the bus....be a good citizen..and lend me a ride..ill do the same when my baby comes back.

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 03:32:53 GMT

THE OC ON NOVEMBER 4TH! IM SO EXCITED!!!!! AHHHH! THAT DESERVED A WHOLE ENTRY...

im obsessed.

boo!

Tue, 28 Sep 2004 23:49:02 GMT

now that halloween in growing near...im thinking of being nikki hilton....does anyone want to be paris with me...anyone? i think it would be fun to have a reason to dress realllllly rich. fun shit yo. katie ill be a liger with you.

laaa laaa laa.....

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 01:54:20 GMT

i didnt make the play. i didnt even make call backs for the play. maybe its the voice..maybe its the dancing..maybe i just dont look like someone in a musical? i dunno...second time trying....theres always next time..as they say "three is a magic number"...oh lord have mersy on my soal. oh! and no one go into we love pets...i went in there to get a job aplication and this lady was such a fucking bitch to me, she was all like "no u need....at least a year of training in an animal school to work here...the manager would take someone like you...oh and if you wanna pet the dog use the sanitizer. ....and walked away. ew! first of all i of all people would know to use sanitized before touching young dogs...and second of all i dont think she understood how much animal planet animal hospital i watch...can she guide someone through a cat's tripple bipass? does she know how ferrits give birth or how to get new puppies breathing when they are first born? probably not......oh poo im emo again.

I HAD A DREAM....

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 02:29:43 GMT

i want to be a MOVIE STAR. there..i said it..you have a problem with that? i may do NOTHING but THINK ill be one, and search through 15 vogue's and people's wishing that i had mischa barton's job, linsay's boobs, hilary's cd contract, mary kate and ashley's money, and jessica's clothes...but at least i get it out there. and if it cant happen. too bad. at least you all know now. still got a problem? then let's take this outside buddy. im ready.

tiiiiight..

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 15:52:00 GMT

i finally got my license! yay! although i did get the penguin asshole that made me cry last time...and i had some gay ass woman jump in front of my fucking car...i passed! whoooo! to go along with my important day it was nicholas and my 2 year anaversary. horay! so i drove him to dinner and back :) im so excited. if you a see a silver audi on the road...make sure and wave! whooooooooo! partyyyyyyyyy!

brenna is my shining light..

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 00:09:03 GMT

we are bipolar..pensil shreddings are getting to our brains...

bacilo MIO amore: i miss you...
BRENNERS O 4 7: i miss you too baby
bacilo MIO amore: every waking hour i long to see your face
BRENNERS O 4 7: and yours too darling...your sparkling eyes shine as bright as the stars on a warm summers eve and even on the coolest nights they keep me warm...
bacilo MIO amore: oh my dearest love, you're spirit and soal warms me like that of a sheeps wool, and at thy times when i know nothing at all the knowlege of our love remains...
BRENNERS O 4 7: and yet i still say....FUCK YOU NIGGA
bacilo MIO amore: fuck? YEAH I FUCKED YOUR DOG LAST NIGHT BIOTCH
BRENNERS O 4 7: yah well good.
bacilo MIO amore: yeah...

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 20:43:50 GMT

after my anger outburst i noticed that people mostly get other people's responses when theyre angry or depressed...so i'm changing live journal to 'emo journal'

more than just animal planet...

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 05:23:24 GMT

yeah so i decided..i dont fit in at costa.i am so ready to leave.i dont go to parties, i dont drink or do drugs...im not a slut...i dont play any instruments or go to band camp...im not angry enough to punch random girl if they look at me wrong...and im not smart...and animal planet is a whole lot fucking better than the new fad of getting wasted, molested and caught. im sorry if i offend any one but i really dont get it. anyone want to fill me in? i guess this is one more thing i dont understand. peace.

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 02:18:31 GMT

I fucking hate school. I had to sit in the office for an hour cuz they flippin gave me 2 4th periods and no 3rd so now my scedual is all messed up....ahhhh im moving back to mexico and im taking brenna with me.

i love brenna

Wed, 08 Sep 2004 00:58:30 GMT

i love brenna the most. and i want to breed with her and have babies. thankyou.

Tue, 07 Sep 2004 19:40:14 GMT

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v454/bacilomioamore/0108eab5.jpg

...im gonna miss you summer...

baby you're all that i want when im lying here in your arms...

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 06:48:13 GMT

i had a fun night. nicholas and i went to this place called dave and busters for his little brothers birthday and he won me a stuffed animal puppy :) and they had this 'gene machine' where nick and i had our picture taken and they showed us what our kid would look like....it must have been taking a picture of some other couple cuz that kid was ugly as hell, had huuuge ears (we both have little ears) and was flippin blonde....the only thing that made sense was that they spiked the kid's hair...haha..like father like son...

now.. the weight of the world feels like nothing....

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 16:52:58 GMT

so after teresa and i went shopping hardxcore yesterday...i discovered this little word called "broke" in which i am. My parents wont pay me anymore money cuz they think i can get it on my own like my sister (who has 2 jobs) BUT i dont get an allowance and they dont really want me having a job until i 'focus on my academics'...lame yeah? so if anyone knows of any good jobs i could get let me know...please...for the sake of my sanity...

OH MY GOD

Sat, 04 Sep 2004 07:21:15 GMT

This was the best night in a while. Thank you SO much for everyone who came and danced. That meant so much to me and i thank you. The gay guys were awesome with their ghetto/ballet moves and it was all great fun! I love you all and you all made my summer complete!

and the doctor said...its not a dog...its a sewer rat!

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 18:43:16 GMT

teresa's was bitchin. i talk to nick for like 4 hours...but it was all fun! we told "scary stories" using a cell phone for a light, katie and i attempted to sleep next to eachother on a 5 inch couch...and then in the middle of the night we both woke up and made the game plan of sneaking up to teresa's bed so our limbs wouldnt break off. props to teresa's mommy for the donuts. and props to brenna cuz shes fucking hot. Well i have a party to pull together!!! Come and party down! There's no such thing as fashionably late tonight...the new fad is to come on time. C ya there!

DMV ( Damn Monsters.. V...Very...bad people)

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 00:47:52 GMT

I was so excited! License! Yay! but nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo that couldn't happen. We got there on time...and didnt have my proof of insurance for my car because we just insured it and havent gotten the print out...so i get it faxed..come back...and those idiots didnt let me do it...so i take 4 hours in the heat in my car for nothing but broken dreams of independence.....shit son...but my party is tomorrow...so i guess thats great...if i didnt have that i think id jump out my window...well im re-taking it sept. 17th (Nick and my 2 year!) anyways... thanks to everyone who said good luck and thought i was actually gonna do it...next time guys..next time. well im off to islands with teresa and brenna then to sleep over at teresa's with brenna caitlin katie and emily. Everyone get pumped for the big fiesta! I love you much.

lying here with you listening to the rain...

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 04:12:28 GMT

Kaitlin, Erica, Caitlin, Kelly, Jessy, and I all took a nice dinner trip to Poncho's tonight. It was crazy good other than how flippin expensive that place is. Kaitlin and Caitlin said it was my birthday so i got that bitchin sombrero, a picture, and a ice cream candle cake. Much fun. But our waiter was an ass...he gives my people a bad name. Anyways if you're reading this wear something "retro" to my party. as kelly says it "forties/punk" whatever that means. Oh im *attempting* to get my license tomorrow morning at 10:15....im gonna hit the curb and fail...anyways wish me luck im gonna need it. Nick left for palm springs today till right before my party...no fair i want him here...oh and we were cat called like 4 times in like 10 minutes...so ladies dont be shy..if some fat old ass holes think u deserve to be yipped at like you're some slut...forget about being polite to all and flip him off and tell him he's a nasty ass loser who has failed in life to where he gets chills from teen age girls...if he has a gun....forget what i said and smile. but it makes me mad. and any guys that read this, resist the urge to whistle. Wow that was some powerful speach i just put down... i remind myself of brennas mom.(a bit shout out to kathy!) I'm gonna sleep so i'm awake for my test. Peace out home dog.

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 17:17:54 GMT

um..bad day, bad night. sometimes i want to push the rewind button for the day and do it again a little bit better..

school needs to die

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 17:05:17 GMT

i got my classes for next year...

1) spanish 7-8 ~Geczi
2) fashion design ~Hylander
3) honors english 3-4 ~Drummond
4) algebra 3-4 ~Kelly
5) Drama 5-6 ~Westa
6) physiology ~Brissey

You can laugh at how dumb i am or you could be jealous of the easyness....im stupid...

its as simple as something that nobody knows...

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 06:59:42 GMT

YAY! JACK JOHNSON CONCERT! OH LORDY! it was great. the beginning was ok and there was some guy that had crazy knees when he sang. but then jack came on and i was happy. sooo good!!! only brenna and i watched as kt and emily were molested by some weird guy with bad hair and there was the smell of pot lurking in the air. ha! and these crazy old people "dancing" to his songs...odd...anyway their garlic fries were crazy good and i suggest everyone goes to buy his cd. i also bought *retro* pants today for my party. their bitchin. well im out. im tired and my back hurts from the chairs. I love you!

yady yady ya...

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 17:49:53 GMT

some people are so hardxcore with their livejournals...maybe i dont have enough smart juice in my brain to think of witty things 24/7 but i cant live up to these over the top expectations.ahh i just got fucking bit by a fucking spider! oh can i just say how happy i am that caitlin has her braces off cuz iv been waiting to see the finished product since like...what 7th grade? i was thinking how fun it would be for me to go goth...for like 2 weeks and then just pop back into goody two shoes girl again....i could get fake piercings, die my hair black, paint my nails black, paint crosses all over my body, wear those big heavy black jackets and growl at everyone when they look at me...hmm what i dream...then i also was thinking that hilary duff isnt pretty...she isnt...shes white...everyone likes her cuz shes famous but i swear if she went to costa shed be having trouble finding a guy who actually cares for her...ahh hatred sorry..well im off to my first real tea party. and come to my party on friday at 7 at the kiwanis club...its the place to be.